I kick arse for the Lord!

I hate being sick. It ruined my weekend. And I still feel like sh*t, but I had to get out of the house or go crazy. Those were my only options.

I did watch "Dead Alive" on Friday even though I was feeling the initial pains of the sickness (shortness of breath, inability to breath through my nose, etc). "Bloodiest movie ever" to quote one review. I'm so desensitized, I think I only pulled the girly squeal "Ooh...gross...oh my goodness...that's disgusting" a few times. I hate to admit that, but it's true. I, Reagan, squealed like a b*tch.

I don't think I have the will to blog anymore, but I'm not going to give up...mainly b/c I have nothing else to do. I accept the fact that this post is neither funny nor entertaining and apologize for wasting anyone's time.

Oh Britney. You so crazy After this, let's roll Justin's house!

And that's not all...I sold drugs to Britney Spears (via goldenfiddle). No, not me. But it's in the Enquirer, so it must be true. I remember when they outed the New Kids back in the early 90's. Pissed me off. Lies I tell you, all lies!!!

List of things I won't be buying: Olsen twins album (via Stereogum). I have to say, I was disappoined in their first record "Brother for sale" and I'm not so sure their follow-up will be much better.
Brother for sale
Only fifty cents
Brother for sale
He's not a big expense
You can hug him
You can bug him
You could buy or rent
Brother for sale,
Only fifty cents

I'm destined to be alone forever. I'm almost 25 and have yet to experience a significant relationship. Maybe I need to lower my standards. Maybe I'm searching for something that doesn't exist. All I'm asking for is a guy (preferably) who's funny, attractive, smart, and likes to do exactly the same things I do. And likes the same music and movies as me. Is that too much? Lately I've been feeling very unattractive, for reasons I'd rather not express here. I definitely need to accept who I am, know there's only so much I can change, stop comparing myself to other people, and realize that "maybe he's just not that into me." I'm not talking about anyone specific, I just want to bring back that mantra, it makes things a lot easier to take.
R.